Life Is Beautiful
What was the price to get out of that life??? What was the pain he caused to everyone around him ??? Was it worth it.. was what he did make him feel better , ( in a way yes it is better, in a way it is healthier, in a way he gained some kind of peace ). BUT he keeps on asking herself over and over again is he happy now? Can he move on or will he stay in this spot for ever …. Shocked not knowing what to do next…Crying, laughing, he does not know which is better …
Will he be strong again like he was? Will he face the challenges in her life? Will he ever love again the way he loved once a long time ago…Could he ever find her inner peace..Could he ever find the happiness he was looking for ….
Thoughts in her mind he feels like he will explode, questions that need answers..Questions that may never be answered… No one can understand, no one can feel what has been happening to him what he has been going through…all these time….
Weakness what an ugly feeling, to feel like you are without strength, without the power to control yourself …but how after being destroyed can a person gain control again, what will it take to go back to life, to understand the word feelings …pride, dignity, to gain the respect you lost along the way… who would help when there is no one around anymore…What is it that you want to do…. Thoughts …thoughts what else do you have? Time is passing by ,people are moving on and you are stuck in a time zone, you have no idea what day it is ,what month, you are just waiting, but for what? You have no idea. You look around for someone to pull you out, to lend a hand but there is no one there…You can’t blame them they have their lives …and then what? keep on standing? What an ugly feeling when you feel like you’re stuck in the ground and you are not willing to help yourself. You can’t tell anyone cause if you do, they are going to get away from you quickly , people hate weak people, hate negative people …you have to keep on the face I am strong, I know what I want , who can you TRUST now , who will keep your weakness to themselves or will they talk about it … that is life. It always has been, the strong get what they want and the weak get nothing.
Dont Regret For Anything….